All the panic, fear, doubt, worry, sicky tummy. Just gone.

We made a deal. I feel better. Simple as that. When he got back from Halifax, I picked him up at the airport. I was terrified of how it would go. Would he hug me? Would he be happy to see me?

Oh he hugged me. He hugged me so hard I couldn't breathe. We were so easy with each other, joking, laughing, little touches on my back and arm.

Happy little me :). It's his birthday today. I'm going to make a cake. With THE BEST ICING ON EARTH, c/o Anna.