Monday, Dec. 13, 2004 - 9:38 p.m.
it's not up to you

How dare you fall in love with and have your heart broken by someone you've never even met, when you had someone of flesh and blood who loved you enough to go insane and you wanted no part of it.

That makes me feel very very small and unimportant.

I wonder if she broke it off with you for the same reasons that I should have right from the very start.

I am feeling very strong right now, like I am bigger and better than all of this.

And I am.


ne gallum quidem...

old fish - red fish? blue fish? - new fish