I'm sensitive today. I don't like this. I have a lot on my plate this week and it seems that other things are getting in the way of said stuff on plate.

Instead, I ate green tea ice cream and now I feel sick. Don't tell me I can't eat dairy anymore either?

It's probably just the sugar.

It's always a crummy thing to realize and accept - the notion that someone just doesn't need you, that they don't want anything from you, they'd go on with their lives just as they are, without a hitch, if you weren't there. It's hard to take.

I guess I have to though, it's not really up to me.

The desire to bow out and hide is strong, I don't want to leave my house, but being lonely is just as bad. What to do?