Sunday, Sept. 04, 2005 - 11:20 p.m. And that's to keep my mind from the feeling that I am completely alone right now. I miss too many people. I had a chat to myself, and maybe someone who might be listening in the ether, in my car today. If I have to go through my life alone like this, I don't want to. I couldn't bear it. I can hardly bear it now. I go to bed by myself, I wake up by myself. I cook for myself. I watch movies by myself. I'm not made to be alone. Not me. Not with this huge capacity to feel. I feel constantly sick. Constantly sick.
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