The light was red, so the green circle was unlit. I noticed a sparkling on the surface of the unlit green light.

It was the reflection of cars crossing the intersection.

I was mezmerized by those sparkles until the light turned green. And then I drove on.

I feel the real virgin/whore thing seeping in with Fleet. I am the whore, his girlfriend (from whom he is on a break while he is here) is the virgin.

Ultimately I am not partner material, once again.

I need to be that virgin if I want love, don't I.

It hurts.