Wednesday, Jun. 08, 2005 - 5:28 p.m. I'm feeling really cut off. I need to go away on holiday. I'm not looking forward to this weekend anymore. I don't know why, just, the anticipation vaporized and now I just want it to be next week. Or maybe even August. I wish it were August. I watched Lion in Winter, which was fantastic - Katharine Hepburn and Peter O'Toole. They don't make actresses like that anymore. Not even me, and I wish I could say that I was that amazing, that powerful. But I never had that four year steady formal theatre training that I wish I had. I would go now, but it's too much time and money. I'm not as good as I think. Probably not. There's something wrong in my life that I'm this depressed lately. Usually my bouts last a day or so. This one is enduring and it's scaring me. I'm going in search of food.
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