I deserved better from him. And frankly, though Trevor is not unkind to me, and is quite keen to have me around, I deserved better from him too.

So I just feel angry and let down, all around. Doesn't feel nice. And I come home, and my roommate's bedroom light is on, but when he heard me come in, he turned it off. Probably another woman in there.

I am an angry girl tonight, wow. Tomorrow, more socializing and work. Monday? School. I hope I can immerse myself and forget about all this bullshit nonsense. How do I achieve justice for this? How do I make them see themselves in this light? Impossible, really.