It's so disheartening to feel disappointment. Maybe those words are the same thing. I don't know. I just know that it's hard not to get your hopes up in life - to wish for something good, better, best. To look forward to something that seems good, like it will make your life and the life of someone else better.

But then shit hits fan, ceiling crashes in, everything falls apart. It doesn't feel good.

Sadness is one thing, anger is another. Frustration, yeah that one sucks too.

But disappointment, being utterly let down, feeling deceived, feeling mislead, feeling manipulated and not understanding why or how, that's gotta be the worst.

Didn't I say more chipper entries? Excellent.